I do miss her. Not her personality, or her values system, or her skills at being a girlfriend, or her skills at being a plain ol’ friend, or her selfishness. I just miss her being next to me. She’s photogenic, but not so much that you can’t see her staging herself next to people. It’s natural, but it’s not unaware. This one picture though, really captures the look on her face that I inspired every once in a while that literally makes me swoon. It reminded me of some time that we went to a restaurant with lighting that I thought was shitty until I saw her across the candlelit table. So gorgeous. 

I suppose this is all a romantic way of saying that I think she’s really hot. That’s really what it is, because god knows I don’t really want her back. I just hope I get another chance to be in those moments, where just looking at someone makes you feel as if they touched you.